Monday, 19 September 2022

TMI Tuesday: September 20, 2022

TMI Tuesday: September 20, 2022

TMI Tuesday wants to know–How do you boost sexual arousal?

1. If your chest is hairless would you have a chest hair transplant?

No. I'm not a particularly hairy person, and I like it that way. I'm also not a fan of unnatural and unnecessary physical enhancements / alterations.

2. Are you the center of attention at parties?

Never. Even when events were centred around me it was rare for anyone to notice I when I went missing.

3. What libido-boosting foods do you believe in and use?

None specifically. I have yet to find concrete evidence that the generally suggested foods worked.

However, when H and I were involved, she had her favourite dishes at certain restaurants. She enjoyed them so much, I would often reap extra benefits from feeding her these dishes. For example, a good steak dinner from one place would greatly enhance her inner cowgirl, while one Misto Pesce Al Pomorodoro seemed to enhance her desire and enjoyment of cunnilingus. And shhe wasn't the only fan of my drinking pineapple juice, but she was the one that enjoyed it more / most.

4. Do you ever get tired of talking about sex?

I don't, but I also don't talk about it often. I don't really know anyone who talks about it.

5. How do you think your attitude toward sex differs from your partner’s attitude?

I am more open with it, more open minded, which is strange considering I'm not really a tactile person. D, on the other hand, tactile, but prudish. She'll talk about it only in judgemental tones. She is somehow less experienced than when we first got together, less willing, less able, and inconsistent with roles.

Bonus: Do you take your partner for granted?

Not at all. The only person I have ever taken for granted was H, and that was partially due to timing and the presence of the wrong people in my life.

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Monday, 12 September 2022

TMI Tuesday: September 13, 2022

TMI Tuesday: September 13, 2022

Hey there, TMI Tuesday is posted.

Just curious


1. Have you purchased cryptocurrency (e.g., bitcoin, ethereum, dogecoin, etc.)? Which one?

I haven't exactly "purchased" any cryptocurrency, but an app I occasionally use where I can "earn" "money" while doing so have recently stated their "currency" is now Cryptocurrency. I have yet to look into with much interest.

2. Have you been scammed by cryptocurrency?

Not to my knowledge.

3. Where are you now?

Right now I have just returned home from the gym.

4. Where do you want to be?

I made a friend a few years ago online who lives approximately 140 miles south of me, we have yet to meet in person. I would like to be with them right now.

5. How many hotels have you been kicked out of?

I have never been kicked out of a hotel. Though there is one I may not be allowed back in.

6. How many bars have you been kicked out of?

I have never been kicked out of a bar, but I don't much like bars.

Bonus: What is in the boot/trunk of your car?

I don't own my own car, I currently use a clients car, which is adapted to hold her wheelchair. The only thing in the back is a petrol can, and a wind-uo torch.

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Tuesday, 16 October 2018

TMI Tuesday – October 16, 2018

Hey there! Have fun playing TMI Tuesday.

Why is eating bad food,like having bad sex?
bad meal, bad food

1. Do you like tattoos? Do you have any tattoos?
I like tattoos, as long as they are not over done and some thought has gone into them.
I don't have any myself.
2. How did you pick your online profile name?
It's a version of names given to me by specific type of people. Not too far from my own name or description.
3. What’s one saying you try to live by?
Keep it concise.
4. What was the last bad meal you ate? Why was it so awful?
It was at a wedding in May. The bride is of Indian and Jamaican heritage. The Groom was Ghanaian. I liked Ghanaian food up til that point. I think it was over hyped and given to me as something I didn't expect.
5. When was your last bad sexual encounter? Why was it so awful?
My last partner thought she was good, but she was too lazy and selfish to have any positive effect. She put me off sex for some time.
Bonus: Tell us something random.
I am ruled by numbers, balance, and efficiency. I try and eat something every three hours, I eat my five a day, I average 20 minutes cardio per day.. I keep things small and simple. And if I can't control it, I don't worry about it.
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Tuesday, 9 October 2018

TMI Tuesday: October 9, 2018

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Too Much Information Running Through Your Brain
1. If you had three wishes that would come true, what would they be?
In the lack of rules I would as for unlimited wishes, to know everything, and the ability to control time.
2. What are your favourite things to spend money on?
Ever the geek, I'd spend in on next tech, but I never have any money, so the next best thing is food and drink.
3. If you could write a song about your life, what type of music would you use?
As a KRS One fan, I'd go for Hip Hop.
4. If you could choose your partner again, would you choose the same person?
I would not choose my previous partner again.
5. When it comes to discussing your sex life, who do you confide in more than anyone else?
K, as I seem to with all things.
Bonus: What’s your definition of cheating? Is there really such a thing?
Think of it as a breach of contract including an NDA. There is such a thing. It's not a good thing, but it happens. Don't get involved.
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Thursday, 20 September 2018

I want you!

Recognise and say it out loud please, using my name. and again but slower.

One more time, louder.

Are you mine? Show me! I claim you. I claim your body as my own. My toy, my play thing, for me to enjoy. Right now, you are not to move unless I permit it:

If you have headphones, use them and choose one of the following:


Get naked!
The most you are allowed is a towel under you.
I say under you... I need you in a very specific position, you can sit or lie, but your knees must be parted as wide a comfortably possible... you will be here a while. If you can position yourself opposite a mirror, feel free to do so... this is one of the few choices I will give you.

Do you have a toy? DO NOT TOUCH it! It is not allowed. You can use only your fingers!

Think of a fortune cookie. This bares a small resemblance to the one area we are going to focus on, your clitoris. I assume you concur with the similarity. However, if you are unsure, this is where the mirror would come into play. use the forefingers of your non-playing hand to circle the area firmly and bring back your hood, under which you will see a tiny "fortune cookie" shaped button... This is the only area we are going to play with.
You ARE NOT to venture inside!

Now to begin: Lick your chosen finger to get it as wet as possible. Remember that phrase I made you repeat? Write in out in the tip of your clit with your wet finger. Slowly. Gently. More than once. Include circles for spaces and punctuation. Now you have two options. If you require more moisture, lick this finger again. Alternatively you may use your natural juices... take this same finger, run it down one slide of your wet entrance, and scoop up what you need on the fingers journey back. Your natural juices can only be used and the end of each statement or sentence.

Important!: You may adjust speed and pressure after two songs. But under no circumstances are you allowed to cum until the full playlist ends.

Your writing must be tight, small, affecting only the tip as far as you can manage.

Adjustment:
After the first track you may amend the phrase, but it must follow set rules in itself as it must be in three parts. A] Identify me ("You", "He" my name, etc). B] Recognise the verb (wants, desires, needs, loves, and so on). & C] Identify yourself (I, me, your name, etc).

Spell it out as many different ways as you like, and if the reverse applies, move into that.

Imagine my hands on you, over you, my fingers, my tongue, my breath, my voice.

I want to know when you do this, when you complete this, and if you "O".

Consequences: If you fail, if you "O" in under 45 minutes, or don't "O" after the playlist ends. You are not allow to touch yourself for 36 hours.

Do you accept?

If so, begin.

Extra credit:
When that "O" approaches, keep those legs open all through it.
If you manage that, I want to know about it.

Tuesday, 18 September 2018

TMI Tuesday: September 18, 2018

TMI Tuesday: September 18, 2018

Welcome to sexy fun and playfulness at TMI Tuesday.

sexy fun, playful
1. Which animal listed below represents your true sexual self?
a. Chipmunk – cute and cuddly
b. Monkey – all about being mischievousness
c. Tiger – I’ve earned my stripes

All of the above apply, but I will choose B.
2. Your partner is in the mood for sexy fun and you are tired – what do you do?
a. Start snoring. There is no way I’m giving it up tonight.
b. Trade. You give me a massage… and we will see…
c. That would never happen!

Again, B.
3. Which of these sexual descriptive labels closely matches you?
a. Dominant
b. Submissive
c. Top
d. Bottom
e. Switch
f. Kinkster

Slightly more A than F.
4. Would you rather have your enemy eaten by a shark or die in an earthquake getting swallowed up by earth?

Swallowed up by an earthquake I think.
5. For the next year, would you rather be dressed like a mime every day OR look normal but not be allowed to talk?

It would be nice to look normal for a change. and as I don't talk anyway, it would be good to have an excuse.
Bonus: What’s the most beautiful word in the world?

Mellifluous.
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Tuesday, 11 September 2018

TMI Tuesday: September 11, 2018 - Night Time is the Right Time.

night time is the right time
Fill in the blank
1. When I can’t sleep I _____ .
Play.
2. My dream bedroom would be full of _____ .
... Mostly firm mattresses, a hammock, and another bed suspended form the ceiling.
3. If I could wake up anywhere tomorrow it would be _____ .
... In a log cabin in the middle of nowhere in a snowy winter next to a large lake.
4. I need to _____ at night.
... Relax by any mean necessary...
5. _____ would truly be a nightmare.
Lack of sleep. rest or relaxation...
6. Night time is the right time to _____ .
... Indulge in activities enhanced by darkness.
Bonus: Briefly tell us about your last dream–erotic or not.
My last dream was in three parts.
The first part.
The area I live in was on lockdown, it was night with a military enforce curfew. My sister and I were helping people escape at night, but my brother was sent by those in charge to investigate and stop the exodus. Upon finding me, he was under order to take me out. We fought at length, he had blades, I was unarmed and trying to protect the escapers from him. they got away, but that left him trying to kill me. My sister tried to help, but she got in the way, and I couldn't fight him while trying to protect her, so I told her to escape with the others and look after them. I lured my brother away from the escape route and out of the zone via another area. He was now out of his jurisdiction, but would be killed himself if he returned without results, so he decided to hunt me. During his hesitation, I managed to get some distance from him, he would never find me, but I kept running.
This lead to part two.
I past various similar areas on my travels. I managed to avoid them as they were walled and  / or guarded to avoid entry and escape. I still didn't know why. I had no plan, I just kept moving in one generally south direction until I ended up in an area where I knew a friend, Kirst, lived. I knocked on her door and felt silence overcome the vicinity. I felt eyes on me and looked back to find I petite redheaded figure flying at me through the air with blades in hands. Our eyes connected briefly enough for me to recognise this was my friend, and enough for her to disarm herself before landing on me. We had never met in person before, but once she saw my face she recognised me. She was still heightened and suspicious and asked what I was doing there. I told her what had happened and how I had to escape. She told me how things were bad for her too, but there was not border, just random patrols, and that I was lucky to get as far as I did. I lifted her off me and stood up to brush myself off. There was a moment of silence, then we realised we were in each others company for the first time, the biggest smile slid on to her face as she again jumped onto me, this time wrapping her arms and legs around me and kissing me full on the lips. "Hello to you too" I responded with a chuckle. She blushed and composed herself. We had waited to meet for a while, but didn't know when we were able. She had a young daughter, I enquired as to where she was. Her countenance dropped as she told me her daughter was taken, but that a friend, Lynne, told her she was safe and knew how to get her back. She came back to change and leave for Lynnes to get what she needed. I informed her I was coming with her. She paused, but then nodded and headed inside. I followed her in, looked around her house while she showered, grabbed a bag and filled it with supplies. And I entered her room I caught her undressed, she looked back and blushed but continued to dress and directed me to the shower. She packed a few this for her daughter while I washed and lay out some of her ex's clothes for me to wear. We left as soon as we were both ready. We had a full days journey on foot ahead. "Try and keep up" she told, then sprinted off. She was quick, nimble, and I struggled, but managed. She occasionally paused when she sensed trouble ahead. For the most part we managed to evade the enforcers, but occasionally we had to fight our way past those we could not avoid. We worked amazing together. Our energy was getting low and we need to rest, but Kirst wanted to keep going. It was not safe for her to proceed alone as she was, so I argued my point, but she became more stubborn ans wouldn't listen, increasing in speed. I had to chase her through the woods, and it took me ten minutes to catch her. She tried to fight me off, but I refused to left her go. After a violent struggle, I managed to keep her pinned down on the ground. As we breathed heavily I could see her anger and disappointment as she looked up at me, but she was also a little impressed I was ale to overcome her. I kept her there for five minutes, until she was calm then loosened my grip, she slipped herself out and glared at me, then pulled me on top of her as she heard footsteps pass us. they were close but moving fast and were soon some distance away. She looked at me, nodded, smiled, then kissed me. I smiled and kissed her back. She kissed me again, more passionately. We then made love on the spot, it was quick, passionate. and quiet. We then rested, falling asleep for half an hour.
Part three
I woke first, still on top of her, which in turn woke her up. I startled her, then she remembered where we were. We helped each other up, composed and checked ourselves, and continued on our journey. Having rested I was able to move a lot quicker, whereas Kirst seems more relaxed, but I still had to follow where was going. We made good time, moving faster than before as a unit. There were more enforcers around, but as there were in groups distracting each other, this made them easier to slip past. I was able to covertly take out the odd stray. the remainder of our travel was more fluid. We eventually made it to Lynnes front door. Kirst knocked while I stood watch. I heard the door open and some loud whispering take place, then Kirst called for me to enter. She introduced me to Lynne, a bigger, short-haired blonde, who hugged me upon greeting me. Kirst giggled. "What?" I asked, looking at them both. "Not three minutes ago she was ready to take you out!" Kirst replied. Lynne shrugged her shoulders "You can't be too careful" she retorted with a smile while stroking her huge dog. Kirst turned to Lynne and asked about her daughter. "She's fine" Lynne answered, "shes's safe and not far, we just can't go during daylight. Make yourselves comfortable, we have a couple of hours before we can go get her". Kirst paused, looked at me, then Lynne, then nodded and sighed. Lynne then offered food and drink, which we took gladly. She asked if we wanted to get cleaned up and rest, which we accepted. Lynne looked at me, then Kirst, and quietly asked "I assumed sharing won't be a problem?" Kirst and I looked at each other, Kirst blushed, Lynne smiled, then directed us upstairs. "Leave you clothes outside the door, I'll take care of them!" We followed her instruction and coyly undressed in front of each other, placed our clothes outside the door, and entered the shower. We lathered each other up, and cleansed each other. Then the inevitable happened. We were soon kissing we were starved, which lead to us making love in the shower, but with more time were were more sensual, and more passionate than. We eventually spilled from the shower to the bedroom, lost in each other forgetting time and everything around us, when we were startled by Lynne herself watching us from the doorway with clean and dry clothes. We had no idea how long she had been watching us. Kirst blushed as she froze. And Lynne simply smiled and asked "Is there room for one more?" Kirst and I looked at each other no knowing how to react, then looked at Lynne still smiling and awaiting an answer...
and that's when I woke up.

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Monday, 27 November 2017

Housemates - 3/3 Side B

It was a great couple of days, we had spent most if it in bed getting to know each other our bodies becoming entwined so often each curve and crease becoming a well known path my hands travelled. 
The time seemed to move extremely quickly and before we knew it the others were back, we started staying in our own rooms passing each other in the hall smiling the occasional small talk but not much more. 
More time passed and a long weekend rolled around.
 I wanted to initiate something, had made it as far as his bedroom door ready to knock or just walk in bit lost my courage before I got that far. 
S.J and Soloman both had plans that would keep them away from the house for the weekend my plans consisted of spending the weekend in bed and watching tv.
I lay there trying to get back to sleep and ignoring the bangs and crashes coming from them getting ready to leave, it was no use and after deciding coffee was the better option dragged myself out of bed and towards the kitchen running into SJ en-route "sooo" she grinned at me in that way before looking pointedly up the stairs to Jacks door smirking as she had done several times since we had spoken over a few drinks "Got any plans for the weekend?" The fact that while I was laying in bed I was thinking of Jack as my hand traveled across my body touching places he had touched makes me blush as I push past her  to the kitchen.
SJ tells me she has some left over food before making a point of going and knocking loudly on Jacks door ensuring him and probably the rest of the street are awake to tell him the same turning around and grinning like she has achieved something great and making her way out of the door. 
 I sat in the now quiet of of the house enjoying my coffee before heading to the bathroom, after standing in the shower until the water starts running cold building up the courage to go and knock on Jacks door and talking myself back out of it again I get dried and dressed walking past my own door down the hall i stand outside my hand half raised willing him to just open the door at this point once again my courage fails me as I head back to my room, pushing the door to I go to my drawers and find my favirote toy laying back on the bed I remove my shorts and underwear which are already slightly wet, my legs spread, i'm sure I hear the floorboards creek outside my door as I push the head of the toy into me the moan that escapes my lips as my back arches off the bed loud in the quiet room,  but I don't care now its to late to be worrying about that i've needed this since I woke up. I hear the bathroom door creek open and close it puts me off for a moment I walk to my door pushing it open and hear the taps running in the bathroom I know its Jack and i'm pretty sure he was watching me, fine I say to myself if you want a show... I leave the door open wider remove my t-shirt leaving it discarded on the floor with the rest of my clothes and lay back down on the bed this time I don't attempt to hold back squirming and moaning out loud as I bring myself closer to the edge I have been nearing all morning each movment pushing a little deeper I hear the door open and know he was watching me the thought of Jack hard inside me as I finally fall off the edge my orgasam soaking my thighs running down me to pool on the sheets. 
I lay there listening to Jack descending the stairs eventually moving off the bed pulling my clothes on to join him.
I find Jack standing in the kitchen unable to quite look me in the face as I ask if the coffee is for me, my eyes scan his body noticing the obvious bulge in his trousers I cant help but smirk he catches me and attempts to distract me asking if i want toast. "Sure, can you bring it up please?" I ask as I get to the door I turn and tell him im going for a bath dissapearing upstairs before I hear his reply. 
I lay back in my bath listening to Jack ascending the stairs the bathroom door wide open I call out asking him to bring my tea to the bathroom and grab my phone from my bed. 
 He comes in placing the tea down silently, his eyes traveling across my bubble covered body pausing momantarily on the bits of exposed skin, then he turns to leave. 
"You're leaving?" slightly suprised he hasn't taken the hint by now as he turns around to face me I look him in the eyes "I guess you're not interested in part two then?" 
He breaks out into a grin stepping towards the bath grabbing a handful of  my hair leans in for a kiss, as our lips meet my hand finds the parting in his robe and his already semi hard length waiting for me.
 His other hand reaching into the bath finding ots way between my legs as our mouths part and I pull him closer guiding his now hard length that gravelley moan as he first enters his hands now both finding their way to my hair holding on but letting me build my own pace at first adjusting to him in my mouth and then taking control building my rhythm for me, he doesnt resit as I pull back away standing in the bath pulling his robe off his shoulders, it lands on the floor and his boxers and tshirt soon follow, not a word is said between us as he joins me in the bath, when I kiss his lips my fingers trailing across his skin or as I turn around hands planted on the wall pushing my ass against his erection. 
 The slap on my wet soapy skin echoes loudly in the tiled room as my ass begins to sting his fingers find their way between my spread legs finding me wet and waiting as they tease along that sweet spot before his errection takes their place rubbing along me teasing me as he grabs my hips firmly fingers digging in to my skin, getting into the perfect position before his now wet length enters me, making us both moan in contentment as it does. 
Our movments slow and cautious aware that maybe a bath full of water was not the best choice but soon we build a rythem that has us both moaning and gasping in pleasure, the sound of water and wet  skin meeting echoing around the bathroom mixing with with our moans.
 His hands push into my back moving me to my knees adjusting his body with mine our pace picking up, with every movement water cascading down the side of the bath as i push back to meet each of his deep hard thrusts.
 His pace becoming more urgent each thrust making our bodies rock, each of us lost in the climax that is building between us pulling closer to the edge, holding us there just enough until I tip as his hands grip me tightly holding my waist holding me up, I lose control with a loud moan of pleasure my body tenses tightening around him as my stomach knots and each movement feels like tiny volts of electric  looking for release as my legs start to give way under me as I let go and I feel the heat and release, not lile earlier on the bed this is more primal  something deeper with Jack buried deep inside me,  this  seems to spur him on more, holding me up as he continues through my orgasam.
 Eventually I gather enough energy to push him away and straighten up as he steps out of the bath we survey the mess pretty much all of the water has escaped the bath and soaked the floor Jack grabs his already wet robe attempting to mop up the mess as I grab the towel and start to dry off, my eyes travel his naked body seeing him still hard and wanting  I drop my towel and lead him to my room, pushing him down onto the bed he sits half propped on his elbows looking down at me as I drop to my knees on the floor in front of him kissing his stomach, just a few times is enough to get him fully hard again, my tongue travels once the length of his errection hand wrapping gently around him as i guide him into my mouth, my tongue circling across the tip tasting myself on him my pleasure mixed with his before slowly and teasingly taking more and more of him into my waiting mouth, my fingers wrapped around the base of his straining cock,  moving slowly up to meet my mouth and then back down to make more room. 

His hand finding my head trying to take take control but I move out of his way pulling back and grinning at him, not this time we will do things at my pace and I want him to be on the edge I want him to enjoy this and to drive him mad, when he reaches that place I want to taste every last bit, his hand drops to his side, head tips back and a groan of pleasure leaves him as my mouth wraps around him again at the same time the sound of a cough makes us turn look at the open door to see SJ standing in there watching us both...

Friday, 24 November 2017

Housemates - 2/3 Side B


Housemates - 1/3 Side B

I get through the door just about stupid lock is always playing up, hear Jack call my name from the sitting room as I struggle to get my boots off, stupid weather I'm soaked through and tired I was'nt expecting anyone to be home it's a long weekend shouldn't he be out with friends or something?
I walk through trailing a puddle of rain water with me to find him laying there in nothing but a bathrobe damn him, I feel the blush creeping up my face.
 'What Jack?' I ask sounding way more abrupt than I mean to.
"Is it raining?" He asks i'm not sure if he thinks his funny as I stand there soaking wet or if he is genuinely trying to make conversation but either way I am cold and in no mood for dumb games and the look on my faces portrays it as I turn without answering and walk off.
 I make it to my room leaving a pile of soggy clothes at the door and pulling on a blouse thats to hand and a pair of leggings wondering what his issue is.
The best part of 2 years we have been living together all he ever talks about is house related business and now his a comedian?!

I go to the kitchen looking for something to eat "Are you ok?" he shouts still in the sitting room.
I stop about to answer I should probably apolagise prehaps explain that it was just a bad day in the office, before catching myself he doesn't care if my colleagues are the most annoying people in the world or the fact my boss is an idiot, I get lost in thoughts of my day for a moment before closing the cupboard door i've no appetite right now.
  I walk through to the living room with the intention of apolagising but he doesn't even look around - fine if thats how you want to be keep your attitude!
 I wait a second longer before turning and heading back to my room.
 Jack is usually pretty nice but today clearly not, I find myself lost in thought again this time of him his just over 6ft I always feel tiny when standing near him, his pretty hot not that I would ever tell him that, I caught him once coming out of the bathroom in not a lot and couldn't help but stare... jeez what is wrong with me?!
I sit down on my bed book in hand but my mind starts back again to thoughts of him on the sofa in just his robe my book disguarded as my fingers gently slip down my stomach passed my top, my trousers disgarded on the floor...
Then the door knocks bringing me around, I pull my clothes straight giving myself a minute to get composed pulling my top down to cover me I open the door slightly Jack is standing there with a plate of toast and a coffee I imediatley become concious of how long he may have been standing there before knocking and just want him to go.
 "What?!" I ask again feeling defensive and mentally kicking myself for my attitude
 "I brought you these." he replies handing me the plate and cup i manage a "thanks", before closing the door.
 I hear him sigh from the other side of the door "Do you want to talk about it?"  he asks, I open the door again just wanting him to go away hasn't he got better things to be doing?
The conversation quickly descends as I tell him in no uncertain terms I don't have the energy for his games and find him arguing back getting more wound up as it continues, i'm just about to tell him to go away when i catch him staring at my legs the cheek I slam the door on him leaving him standing there, what an idiot I fume but my mind wonders was he really checking me out?
I'm just about to sit down and he walks right in
 "What are you doing?!" I ask  pointing at the door. "I just wanted to apologise," he says standing in the doorway. "What gives you the right to come into my  room?" I ask as I start to push him back out at first he moves back a step but then roots himself to the floor
"Look! You're not the only person to have the occasional bad day, I wanted to do was check on you and make sure you ok!  Excuse me for trying to do something nice!". He says.
 "Yeah, well, there's no need, I can take care of myself!".
"I was just...!" I he struggles to find his words.
My face is inches away from his now I can feel the heat from his body, smell his aftershave my hands are pressed against his chest ready to push him out again when he leans in and kisses me I am so shocked I slap him my hand catching his cheek, he takes a step back looks at me and turns to leave as I stand there rooted to the spot white noise buzzing in my ears staring at his back wondering what the hell just happened?
He turns around as he reaches the door, his face calm I can almost see a decision being made in his expression his eyes fixed on me as he walks back towards me, I try to take a step backwards but my back is to the wall, I don't want another fight and I can feel my stomach knotting,  but this time he grabs my arms I can feel his fingers squeezing me, I struggle against his grip about to protest when he kisses me again his body pushed against mine, my back to the wall, his hands still with a grip on my arms, I struggle at first confused, but my body is responding to him and I want him now I like the feel of his hands on me, his mouth on mine, he stops his grip loosens my mouth stings in the cool of the room from where his lips were moments ago, I look up at him his eyes fixed on me daring me to say something, this time my slap is not half as hard as before but the fire lights in his eyes and an expression sets on his face a determination and hunger that shocks and slightly scares me, his hand this time on my throat squeezing just enough making my pulse race as he kisses me again, my mind racing also.
 I feel so small with him pushed against me he is a big guy, I know I could end this if I want though when he steps away I slap him again a smirk on my face he lets go of my throat but pushes me onto the bed standing over me, his eyes running across my body exposed from where I have landed on the bed top bunched ip exposing my underwear what I can only describe as a hunger in his eyes which boths scares and excites me, at first we struggle I push against him try to sit up but his hands are on me and I make no real attempt to move away.
He stands over the bed his frame seemingly engulfing everything around him so my eyes are fixed soley on him as I lay there slightly breathless from the struggle, he pulls me then towards him, grabbing my legs, his hands run along them until he reaches my panties, lingering a moment before pulling them off in one motion, my legs snapping shut hiding the wetness growing between my legs.
He climbs on the bed pulling me closer ignoring my struggles as though they are nothing before bending me over his knees, pinning me down with his arm across my back he raises my blouse exposing me, before his hand comes down striking my ass the sound loud in the room as skin meets skin, my gasp drowned by the next strike making me jolt and squirm on him, his hands squeezing each cheek almost feels soothing making me moan in pleasure, but it only lasts a moment before his hand raises striking me again and again the heat growing with each strike,  i feel the skin begining to sting and burn, he doesn't let up each strike making me gasp, legs kick and body tense until I know my behind is glowing red my eyes watering from the sting but the heat growing between my legs. After what seems like an age he lifts his arm that is holding me in place I move from over his legs standing, not saying a word rubbing my now sore behind watching him as he looks me up and down. He stands, walking toward me he stops.
Standing there in front of him his gaze fixed on me, making me look down to hide the blush spreading on my face, I can feel my heart beating hard as he undoes his robe allowing it to fall to the floor the belt still in hand.
 He takes my left wrist as I offer my right and begins tying the belt of his robe around them, wrapping it around tightly twice, before pulling on the end making me wince as the material cuts slightly into my skin. His fingers tracing gently up my arm before pointing at the head of the bed, I slip my tied  hands over the post arms stretched upwards i lay there on my back watching his eyes travel my body a hunger and fire in them that is as frightening as it it is a turn on to see, knowing that now whatever happens I will have little control over and my body is his to do as he pleases.
His hands on my legs he pulls me towards him, my arms still hooked on the post, pulling my legs apart and kneeling between them so I cannot close them I know hecan see my wetness betraying me showing him how much I am wanting more, he pulls my blouse open as it falls limply at my sides revealing my bra, his eyes travel down my body again lingering a moment between my legs  before traveling back up fixing onto my own eyes,  instinctivley I want to cover myself I feel so exposed but I have no way of moving and feel the heat again spreading up across my face bit his gaze does not break.  Instead his hand comes down firmly on my hip holding me down, as I look back at him I feel his fingers run along my wetness rubbing, teasing making my body tense and pull against the tie, a whimper lost in my throat as they move up to my clit his eyes still fixed on my face, the first touch feels like a bolt of electric running through me making me gasp out loud and squirm under his other  hand which holds me in place, a smirk appearing on his lips as he continues small, gentle, teasing movments making me whimper in pleasure my eyes closing chest rising and falling exposed from my torn blouse, biting down on my lip.
His lips on my stomach now both hands holding me down as his mouth travels on a journey down my body around to my hips to my still spread legs kissing each thigh so close I am sure he can feel the heat from me, making me struggle against him a moan escaping my lips again as his tongue touches me tasting me, his mouth on me circling my now throbbing button, teasing me, mking me gasp, before moving downwards, holding there before tasting me making me squirm under him, his grip tightening as his tongue explores me.
His hands moving down to my legs holding them in place head not moving as he pushes in to me,  my body writhing under his grip and the tie on my wrists his mouth teases and explores the space between my legs, bringing me close to the edge before stopping just long enough to bring me back down then starting again, the only sounds in the room are my moans of pleasure and frustration, they sound so loud, and seem to only encourage him more, like he is enjoying teasing me...
 My body tensing again under him so close to the edge once again this time though he does not slow his mouth continues to work me hands so strong still holding me down, tongue moving back up circling my clit making me writhe under him I want to beg him not to stop I need this now but all that escapes my lips is a series of moans and gasps my back arching off the bed seems to spur him on more as I feel myself pushing over the edge loosing control what feels like a million small jolts.of electric running across my skin, my body tensing all over as his tounge runs across me, the feeling of butterflys working its way through me, my hands desprate to be freed tugging on the rope that cuts into my wrist, nothing but deep moans escaping my lips with incoherant words the whote noise loud in my ears he speeds up his mouth working hard and almost frantically my eyes close as I finally loose control tipping over the edge, I feel some of my juices escaping running down me but his mouth is there and shows no sign of stopping or slowing  but continues through my orgasam a small mmm of satisfaction escaping his mouth, not allowing me time to come down just building off of it bringing me straight back up my legs trembling as he starts again.