Time is something I never have, or at least have very little of. It is the most valuable thing to me.
I was raised to be responsible, by my ever logical, reasonable, and hard working father, and my industrious, strict, and religious mother. The person I became has to help those in need when it is within my power to do so. It helps to know that my friends are looked after, for if they can't find what they need, I can either find it, or provide it. And they have always been grateful, even providing gifts to show their gratitude.
But this is it. This is all I have. And while it's nice there are two things I like that I just can't get, peace (time to myself), and intense (or excessive) carnal pleasure.
They say nice guys finish last, and that is true in my experience. But why. Why do the "not-so-good" guys get "all the fun"? How do they do it? If that's what I want, should I change? Where am I going wrong?
